just smile

fakesmileits a bit rude, its about my bestfriend. i don’t think she was stealing my crush. but when she and him were together I feel if you know what i feel dude.

It just makes me feels like a totally jerk when I’m in front of him. Now I can see that she wants him so bad and I don’t know abt him. Maybe they wanna go together or somewhat I don’t understand.

I just need time to think about this, she always claps and laugh cheerfully in front of him. Now that girl was single, I feel she want to be single because she wants my crush.

But I’m not sure.. That girl, is my bestfriend. And that girl, is so childish. I think she has a childish heart not attitude. Whatevs


sister or..?

I just hate my sister so damn much! 


that’s why i hate her, I just want her to feel what I feel, not joking at me and hurt my feeling

That was very rude, even tho I love her but I really not sure about loving her further more day by day.

How do you feel when your sister or brother buy a thing that we can’t buy bcs mom or dad tells they doesn’t have a money but in the next day they were buying our sister or brother that thing? sigh


I know I’m jealous and angry but today me and mom was arguing bcs i don’t know why, it just happen pmsl. And I know my sister buy that by her own money from mom. It just silly.


sobs sobs sobs 


I just can’t handle this


Wajar gak sih kalau kita suka (lagi) sama orang yang dulu pernah kita suka? Ya pastinya wajar-wajar aja soalnya itukan depends on ourself. NAH! dan itu terjadi sama gue sekarang ini orz ya gue wajar 1000% kalau ini cuma gue aja yang ke geeran or whatevs. Soalnya gue rasa si doi ini agak beda gitu sifatnya ke gue dan gue sempet mimpiin doi beberapa hari yang lalu waktu pas saba desa. Gue gaenak aja si doi udah (hampir) ada yang punya dan gue masih nyimpen rasa sama si doi. Dan gue gak segalau orang yang abis diharkosin kok, nggak gitu.. tapi nyesek ya pasti adalah ya, ya abisnya guenya juga sih pake deketan terus sama si doi kemarin-kemarin. astaga kenapa post ini geje banget!!!